too many thoughts.. too many happiness among my friends. smth goes wrong. i do smth wrong. i rule all my life. it's not an occasional one. but why?

'scuse me? can i start it again?? a few guys my parents and a dog - that is all i would like to keep. let's forget about everything we've seen. hapiness exists.. somewhere far away from here.. guys make proposals to their girlfriends in the sunsets in deserts.. love exists.. somewhere far away from here... let's forget about everything we've heard